Part VII

"Those Pretty Bad Decisions"

I met this girl from O.B. Montessori Las Piñas branch. Her name is Allie. She was in this black and white dress, just like a person who was wearing a similar dress that I saw earlier which happened to be her sister. Too bad she has a boyfriend. But don't worry, this isn't the last you'll hear from her.

I made 3 bad decisions at prom. First, I treated my girl classmates some late night fast-food. Cost me a lot of money. Second, I went online and chatted up a friend from OBLP. She said I could stop by at their suite, and I did. I was drunk, so it was kind of embarrassing because everyone was sleeping. I even got accused for stealing someone's phone from the suite. Which was not true, btdubs. Lastly, I gave one of my newly made anklets to Michelle. My friend made it, it was color purple. Thinking that I could do something for Michelle that night, I gave it to her. I even knelt and put it on her. It was fucking retarded.

Q: I shouldn't have knelt, right? HAHAHA.

Q: How should you react to grand romantic gestures to people you don't have feelings for?

CAMILLE TAYLOR.

HAHAHAHAHA

Part VI

"Purple Princess"

February 2010. Ah, finally, Junior-Senior Prom. Probably one of the highlights in any person's love life experience. For me, it was some fucked up night that should be forgotten. I just started to learn how to drink and so I was a little confident I wouldn't pass out -AND I DIDN'T- but that doesn't leave out the pretty bad decisions I made. More on that later.

Let's talk about what happened that night. Hours before the prom, I ran into Michelle's friend on the way up. She invited me to go up to their suite. So me, looking like a mighty dashing young fellow like sex on toast, went to show off to Michelle. When I saw her, my jaw dropped. She was stunning. I laughed at the coincidence that me and Michelle picked the same color for our attire. She was wearing purple like me. Which happens to be my favorite color. So we actually looked nice together and so we took pictures and pretended to be each other's prom dates. It was funny because her mom, brother and friends were there. I even fixed her brother's tie for him. I'm gonna tell what happened what during the prom later.

Q: Honestly, was the scene awkward? I mean, me and Michelle really aren't that close.

Q: How should you react in front of someone's parents? Cool and relaxed or quiet and kind?

Part V

"Curly Tops"

Not the chocolate. Her hair. Cath had curly hair. She was pretty, nice and had a great personality. She was also a dancer. She was a good friend of mine and Sheila's best friend. You might ask is how I got into her. Well it started during the intramurals of 2009. I even joined the freaking Dance Competition. (We won, btdubs.) Anyway, it was the Volleyball competition and I just found
 out that our team, the Bears, won. I rushed down to see my teammates and on the way there, I bumped into Cath. Overcome by spontaneous emotion, I kissed Cath thrice on her cheek. She didn't mind and asked me why I kissed her. I told her how our team won and I ran off. A few days later I find out from Patty that Cath likes me. Which was flattering considering I was just shit and she was out of my league. The reason why she was into me because I was her close friend and that she could not forget the kiss. She said that with each kiss on her cheek, it got closer to her lips. I have a thing for kissing girls. Like Peachy. Hahaha. More on that later.

I hit it off pretty good with Cath, we would text and chat on the internet a lot. On some days I would buy a pint of ice cream and share like what we used to do when Sheila was still around. But our crushes on each other didn't last really long. One normal day while chatting , I got upset for something that she said to me and I ended up swearing. It just was an expression but she took it on herself and thought that I was swearing at her. It was a misunderstanding and she got mad at me and cried. I apologized and gave her the last pint of ice cream I would ever give her. I never did anything to get her back. We were still friends until she ended up with Jason and we hardly ever spoke again. End of my story with her.

Q: Do "out-of-each-others-leagues" relationships ever work?
Q: At what point should you try doing something to get the girl back?

Part IV

It's a little late so here it is. Hahaha.
"Sheila's Goodbye"

Me, Patty and Jason started hanging out a lot with Sheila, Cath and Kiara. We would always go to the 1st Year corridors just to visit Sheila.  We hung out a lot. Every morning we would go there and talk before the Assembly. One time we helped in doing their homework before class. I remember it like it was yesterday. The sun was just rising and I looked into Sheila's eyes, while she was asking me a question about her Algebra homework. I dazed off for a second and got lost into her eyes. Patty and Cath told me to snap it off because Sheila was asking me a question. I was stunned. She was so beautiful. Like the cherry-blossoms swaying in the wind in the Autumn from the land where she hails. Sheila is half-japanese half-filipina. She was a beauty everyone admired but unheard of. Kind of like Christine, but you don't know her yet so just wait until I tell the story about Christine.

Getting back, a few months passed and we became really close friends with the three girls. But some news came up about Sheila which shocked us. She was going back to Japan. For good. We all became sad and said our goodbyes days before leaving. Me, I didn't know what to do, I planned to tell her that I liked her, but I never got the chance to because I was still being overcome by my shyness. Before I could tell her anything, she had already left. Sad shit right there. But that wasn't the last of Sheila. What happened next was weird. I ended up having a thing with Cath. More on that on the next chapter.

Q: Someone you like is leaving. What do you do?

Noee's Debut.

If you are reading this at a fucking hotel called Dusit Thani, you are awesome! :))

Part III

"Pleased To Meet Your Ac--"

First of all, the titles do mean something. This time it's about Sheila. It started out at the Acquaintance Party when I was in 3rd Year. I was feeling a little bit more confident about myself and about my looks. So I went and tried to meet new people. Preferably the 1st Years.

My best friends, Patty and Jason (I'll use their real names because it's practically useless to use a fake name.), and the other guys were talking about some freshman that they had their eyes on. They pointed to the girl walking down the stage in the gray sweatshirt and jeans. They said her name was Sheila  So me and my friends made a plan to talk to her at the end of the party, and we did. I asked for her contact info and shit and that's how we became friends with her and her friends, Cath and Kiara. Woot. More on Cath later.

Question : If you're meeting someone for the first times, what would make you want to converse with the person? The person's looks or the way he talks?
Question : If some stranger were to come up to you and say that he wants to talk, how should you react?
Question: When is it the right time to ask for someone's contact info? =)))))

Part II

"Bridge?"

Let's get back to me, 2nd Year High School. I joined the Cadet Officers Training Course. lucky me, because Michelle was an officer by that time. So I always had to salute her when she passes by or when I see her. What a hassle... and not to mention a fucking embarrassing thing to do to a person you like. Let's talk about February 16, 2009. We were having some kind of National Achievement Test. We didn't have classes on the 14th and 15th, so I was gonna give my Valentine's gift to her on that day. I bought her two boxes of chocolate, one of Cadburys and one of Ferrero Rochers, and a rose. I gave it to her in front of a lot of people and she thanked me. It was embarrassing for me that time, but when I look back at it, it just seems hilarious and I laugh my ass off every time I tell that story. Now during our Intramurals, I was talking to Michelle's friends, including Albie. Since he was Michelle's friend, he thought that it would be a good idea to help me get Michelle. I was hesitant, but I let him go for it. After a few days I found out that Albie and Michelle were already dating. And I thought about how stupid I was and that I swore that I would be more aggressive.

It was then during the summer of 2009 that I changed. I grew taller, got a deeper voice, got stronger and thinner because of puberty and my Cadet Officers Training Course summer program. Most people couldn't believe how much I've turned into a different person. But that's about it for 2008-2009.

Question: What the actual fuck is a good Valentine's gift? HAHAHA
Question: Should you ever take help from someone else? Like a bridge?
Question: Is it always true that the bridge ends up with the girl?

Part I

"Let's Start Off With Michelle."

It was the year 2000, I had just gotten into this new school, O.B. Montessori Center Inc. in Greenhills, it was a private school for children who's parents had pockets. I was a new student from a public preschool who had enrolled late. I was actually gonna enroll for Prep. But then they told me since I was the first honor at my old school, they would put me immediately at the First Grade. I had this classmate named Michelle. (In due respect of the people here, I changed their names.) (And it's fun to give them fake names.) She was cute and pretty, I don't know what made me like her but I liked her for a pretty long time. A few years passed and I got switched to a different class. By this time, I liked her enough to tell others that I had a crush on her and I even tried to exchange messages with her on Friendster (A popular SNS back in 2004). I was in Elementary by then. I was fat, I was corny, I sounded like a nerd  and I was definitely heading no where with Michelle. Sometimes, I would talk to her friends a lot but when she would join in, I would stand up, leave and run looking like a total goofball. It was freaking stupid. I had plenty of other crushes but Michelle was kinda like my "primary crush".

It reached up until High School, I had been in O.B. for 7 years, living as a freshman. By then I knew almost everyone from my batch so I hung out a lot with the 4th Years. That was the time when Albie, an important person in this series, moved to O.B. He was the cousin of my classmate, Annie. He was tall, handsome and buff, basically my opposite. He was in Michelle's class. But enough of him for a while.

Question : Trying to look shy and show her that you really like her, is that cute or is that just annoying?
Question : Are conversations on Social Networking Sites a good way to know someone?

Grayds.

School Year and Semester:

  2012-2013, 1st Semester

Subject Name	Description	Lec Units	Lab Units	Grade
ENG 3	ACADEMIC WRITING SKILLS	3	0	INC
NS 101	PHYSICAL SCIENCE	3	0	3.0
RC	RIZAL COURSE	3	0	3.0
PHL 103	PHILOSOPHICAL ANTHROPOLOGY	3	0	2.5
HST 102	HISTORY OF CIVILIZATION II	3	0	2.5
LM 3	PRINCIPLE OF LEGAL HERMANEUTICS	3	0	NO GRADE
LM 4	HUMAN RESOURCE MANAGEMENT	3	0	2.25
PHL 5	CHRISTIAN ETHICS	3	0	3.0
PE	SWIMMING	2	0	1.25
NSTP ROTC 1	NSTP MILITARY SCIENCE I	0	3	1.75
Semestral Ave:     2.708       General Wtd Ave:     2.557

I'M SURE WE'LL BE ASKED TO TAKE THIS DOWN BY THE VARSITARIAN AND OTHER SHIT BUT I DON'T GIVE A FUCK.

FROM THE VARSITARIAN
(deleted 1:14PM)
OFFICIAL ARTICLE:
“Going against the grain, going against the tide, going against popularity surveys, the
University of Santo Tomas has upheld the stand of the Catholic Bishops’ Conference of the
Philippines (CBCP) condemning the Reproductive Health (RH) bill as an anti-poor,
social-engineering measure that not only denigrates the natural law but also runs roughshod
over maternal health, kowtows to the contraceptive imperialism of the West, and generally
blames the poor and their alleged overpopulation for the ills of society, when it’s the
Philippine state and its depredations—its mismanagement and appalling corruption—that are
to blame.
UST is a Catholic institution. It is a pontifical institution—the second to be so named
in world history. Nobody should question whether the University supports the Church’s stand
as the Gospel of Christ is UST’s—and any Catholic institution’s—pillar and foundation.
Professors who are affiliated with UST must respect the stand of the University
against the RH bill as they are part of an institution which is fundamentally bound with
Catholic faith and teachings. If UST professors don’t agree with the stand of the CBCP, then
they have a problem. The bishops are the successors of the Christ’s apostles and possess
the Magisterium, the teaching authority of the Church.
If faculty members of UST and other Catholic schools feel they need to invoke their
academic freedom to make known their stand in conflict with the bishops regarding the RH
bill, then they’re free to do so. But they must resign from UST. They must give up their
Catholic academic affiliation. They must have the courage of their intellectual conviction.
Upholding their conscience, they must respect the Church and her teachings.
Recently, a number of professors from Ateneo de Manila University and De La Salle University
have voiced their support for the RH bill. a closed reasding of the merasure which show it
promotes abortifacients.
A total of 192 Ateneo professors support for the RH bill in their Aug. 13 statement,
arguing that the “RH bill can have a decided impact on alleviating pressing social concerns
such as high maternal mortality ratio, the rise in teenage pregnancies, and the increase in
the number of HIV/AIDS cases, among others.”
Last Sept. 3, 45 La Salle professors joined the bandwagon, arguing that there is a
need for artificial contraceptives as these can control the growth of population and improve
the quality of life.
It’s quite shocking that Ateneo and La Salle professors should harbor naive and
misguided thinking about health and social problems. How could they argue that an RH
measure would be needed to lower maternal mortality when the Philippine government not
too long ago had told the United Nations that it was on track to meet the Unesco millennium
development goals by 2015, one of which was the lowering of maternal deaths? How could
they argue that alleged high mortality must be checked by an RH measure when pregnancy
complications are not in the Top 10 causes of women's deaths? How could they argue that
contraceptives which allegedly worth billions of pesos must be given to women to avert
pregnancy risks when contraceptives have been known to cause cardiac problems, which are
the No. 1 cause of death of Filipino women?
How could Ateneo and La Salle professors dismiss the medically established dangerous
side effects of contraceptives when they are not even physicians?
In contrast, UST, which has the oldest and the foremost school of medicine in the
Philippines and Southeast Asia, has always warned about the dangerous side effects of
contraceptives. UST and her physicians surely know whereof they speak. They’re scientists
and experts, unlike the Ateneo and La Salle professors who are intellectual pretenders and
interlopers!
But what’s more appalling is that the Jesuit and Christian Brother administrations of
Ateneo and La Salle didn’t reprimand their faculty members for openly defying the bishops.
Ateneo said it respects the academic freedom of its professors: it had nothing to say about
the intellectual dishonesty of its faculty members who are teaching in and receiving high
salaries from a Catholic institution who however chose to bite the hand that feeds them all in
the name of academic freedom.
The Ateneo administration did not even clamp down on two theology professors who
signed the pro-RH statement for violating the mandatum of the Catholic Church on theology
professors to observe orthodoxy. Perhaps even worse, a Filipino Jesuit professor has been
quoted by his student in the latter’s Facebook as scoffing at the alleged threat of the
bishops to remove Ateneo’s Catholic title, saying that Ateneo in any case does not have the
word “Catholic” appended to its name, so what’s there to lose? We’re pretty sure Saint
Ignatius would have no confusion on where to put that jesuitic Jesuit—in Heaven or Hell?—in
his famous Spiritual Exercises.
The Ateneo and La Salle professors therefore have been treated with kid gloves by
the Jesuits and the Christian Brothers. Although they’re religious and members of Catholic
orders, the Jesuits and Christian Brothers have failed to uphold orthodoxy and defend the
Church. As far as the RH bill and support for it among their faculty are concerned, they’re
lemons. And as far as the Pro-RH Ateneo and La Salle professors are concerned, they’re
dishonest and don’t have the courage of their intellectual conviction.
Contradicting the bishops and defending the RH bill, they have clung on to their
faculty membership in Catholic institutions. They want to have their cake and eat it, too.
They’re intellectual mercenaries, nothing more, nothing less.
It is quite gratifying that UST has cracked the whip and reminded its faculty members
that they’re members of a Catholic institution and should toe the line.
UST Secretary General Fr. Winston Cabading, O.P. has sent a letter to Prof. Clarita
Carillo, Ph.D., vice rector for academic affairs and research, to reaffirm the University’s
support of the bishops on matters of faith and morals.
“In the light of recent events where some faculty members of Catholic Universities
have publicly expressed dissenting positions from the Catholic bishops on matters of faith and
morals, we in the University would like to reaffirm our fidelity to the magisterium of the
Church as the Catholic University of the Philippines,” Cabading stated in the letter.
UST was given the title of “The Catholic University of the Philippines” in 1947 by Pope Pius
XII. Even earlier, in 1902, UST had been declared a “Pontifical University,” the second to be
so named in history eve ahead of European universities. Therefore, the University has
embodied the ideals that Catholic universities must possess, including the Catholic
“education” which the students must learn from their professors.
Cabading also stated in his letter that “all faculty members of the University are to
refrain from teaching or expressing their personal opinions within the bound of the University,
anything contrary to Catholic faith and morals.”
As these professors have chosen to teach in a Catholic university, they must abide by
its teachings and beliefs. In the first place, the same is demanded of students.
Cabading emphasized that such reaffirmation is “to safeguard the right of the students to a
solid Catholic education.”
Faculty members are “obliged to uphold and show deference to their teaching
authority whenever the bishops of the Church have spoken on an issue and have taken a
stand in behalf of the Church,” the Dominican Patristics scholar explained.
Father Cabading has also clarified that professors, “if they are to speak outside the
University of anything contrary to the position of the Church, they are to do so only as
private individuals and never identify themselves as faculty members of the University.”
Every person is given the “freedom” to choose but that freedom is not absolute.
Professors, who are opposed to the University’s—and the bishops’—stand, have
always the choice of leaving the University’s portals if they adulterate the Catholic education
that the student is entitled to with their personal preference or personal position. The
student of a Catholic school must receive Catholic teachings without adulteration, without
debasement.
But is Father Cabading’s declaration contrary to “academic freedom?”
In the first place, academic freedom is not absolute. The Church does not say that a
professor must always take the stand of the Church. In the first place, teachers and scholars
should know that they’re applying for teaching positions in a sectarian institution.
The professors, before they apply for a university position, must know the background
of a university. In this case, a Catholic university, like Ateneo, La Salle and UST, has a
purpose over and above academic freedoms: the nature and function of a Catholic school are
inextricably tied up with the mandatum given by Christ to the Apostles before He ascended
to Heaven: “Go ye therefore, and make disciples of all the nations, baptizing them into the
name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit” (Douay-Rheims Bible).
In short, over and above academic freedom, the Catholic university exists for
evangelical purposes. By going against the stand of the bishops, the Ateneo and La Salle
professors are saying they don’t agree with the Church’s mission. If so, they’re free to leave.
In fact, they must leave. They must resign if they have the courage of their conviction.
But alas, it seems intellectual honesty and moral conviction are in such short supply in
Katipunan, Quezon City and Taft Avenue, Manila.

Change.

What the fuck was that.

First of all, ang yabang mo naman if you think you're all that shit. Why, what right do you have to say shit like that? You're irritated? Keep that shit to yourself. You don't have to slap it on someone's face that you're irritated with him or her just because of some silly mistake. We all have our dumb moments. But they shouldn't be made fun of or emphasized on it's abnormality. Sure it was quite dumb, but think of it, what if you made a mistake like that? Wouldn't it be embarrassing if other people did the same to you? There's an old saying : "Treat others on how they want to treat you.". Do you want us to do the same thing to you? And actually, HOW DARE YOU. How dare you do that to your friend? Is it that how it's going to be? Backstabbing? Being plastic? What the fuck? That's not how I know you. But now, I'm starting to see how you really are, a bully. Fucking disappointing for a person like you.

Second, how ignorant can you be? How can you let them do that to you? And what the fuck? You make one mistake then you quit? What a loser. You're gonna let all those bullies push you around, you're not gonna get anywhere. This world is full of bullies and fakes, they're gonna take advantage of you and push you around, telling you what to do and not to do, making you a puppet. Have an ignorant attitude like that,  and you're definitely not gonna survive this world. Wake up! Stop being a loser by quitting and getting bullied around, it's fucking low of you. Get a fucking grip.

Lastly, WHO THE FUCK CARES WHAT YOU THINK? Sure we've changed, but we can't stop it. Change is the only permanent thing in this world. You don't like who we are now? Keep it to your fucking retarded & perverted mind of yours, you incompetent, ignorant douche. "What have these people become..." ? THE FUCK IS THAT SHIT. First, "what"? WHAT, YOU SAY? What do you mean by that? We've become shitholes? We haven't changed a lot, but you're just seeing us differently because you're not our fucking friend anymore. Then, "these people"? THESE PEOPLE, YOU SAY? Don't forget, "these people" were once your friends that treated you like a brother but you fucking disgusted us with your fucking perverted mind, your fucking lies and your fucking childish stupidity.

SURE, WE'VE CHANGED. BUT THAT'S PART OF BEING A HUMAN.
IT'S UP TO YOU WHAT YOU WANT TO CHANGE INTO.
AND IT'S ALSO UP TO YOU IF YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT OTHERS THAT DON'T LIKE WHAT YOU'VE CHANGED INTO.

WHAT WHAAAT?

To The V&D Ligers.

So I made a post early in the morning while drinking at a friend's house.
It never got posted and it was saved as a draft until now.
So here was the post.


Here at Jamie's house for her birthday. Looool. Thanks to Harv for finally letting me use the fucking internet.
So I have somethig to say so you better be ready. I'm half-drunk and I don't have the courage to actually say this while I'm sober. So the thing is, that new girl that you guys thinmk I'm courting... I'm really not. She's just someone to cover-up for a while, you know, like a palette cleanser. She's temporaty and I don't expect that we can be together. Because let's face the truth, a good girl like that doesn't deservea guy like me, and I really don't see myself dating a girl like her. It's not that I don't like being with her, I mean she's funny and sweet, but I'm not feeling anything for her at all. So I'm letting her go. And you know what I"m gonna do? I'm gonna make up some lame fucked up excuse that I'm only stopping things because I want to focus on my studies or whatever, or something about having not being able to move on yet, etc. etc. all that bullshit like I told C* and M* and Y*. Becaues it's better to end it now than have her fall for me and break her heart later on whne she's already in love with me. That's the kind of JACKASS I am. And she doesn't deserve that. BTDUBS I HATE TEXTING.

So here I am again, a full-pledged asshole graduating at the summit of being an ass.

P.S. Sober Francis if you delete this you are a fucking pussy.

P.P.S.: Sober Francis, if you have to make up some lame excuse, you are still a fucking pussy. -Ferds

Happy Birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE CREATOR OF THIS BLOG!

ME!

Happy Birthday Francis Enrico G. Gozar! :>

Labobobobobobobo.

Dito ako kay Dan.
Kakagaling ko lang ng school kasama si Ferds.
Tas pupunta kami kay Jerica mamaya.
Tas ka-Skype namin si Lava.
Labobobobobobobo.

Sunset Won't Kill Me.

I did a song with Christian Luz.
It's great.
You can hear me in the background lols.
http://soundcloud.com/rey-luz/sunset-wont-kill-me

The best statement, rebuttal or argument in any conversation.

"Your mom."
ENOUGH SAID.

Angie - Cobra Starship

Angie
Cobra Starship
Viva La Cobra!

Angie I know you
I said you know it true
Please don't ask me to believe
Baby I got you, cause I always knew
You were just having, fun having fun

You got it all and I just really gotta know (really gotta know)
What more can I say?
I just wanted to believe that there was room for me (room for me)
Oh oh oh no you just wanted to play
Oh oh oh no I give you all I got, Angie can we just find a way

Say no more say no more Angie please don't tell me no
And I ain't mad, cause you know I understand (know I understand)
You know understand Angie, Angie

Angie I know you
You know it true
Please don't ask me to believe
Baby I got you, cause I always knew
You were just having, fun having fun

So here's the thing, yeah you know that I'm a man (know that I'm a man)
Who can understand, the way it gotta be
If you need room to breathe (room to breathe)
Oh oh oh no you still ask me to wait
Oh oh oh no but I can't wait forever Angie can we make it today

Say no more say no more Angie please don't tell me no
And I ain't mad, cause you know I understand(know I understand)
You know understand you were just having fun, having fun

Say no more say no more Angie please don't tell me no
And I ain't mad, cause you know I understand(know I understand)
You know understand Angie, Angie

Angie, Angie

Angie can we just find a way

Say no more say no more Angie please don't say no
Please don't ask me to believe
Say no more say no more Angie please don't say no
You were just having fun, having fun

Grr.

Still no internet.
I'm really getting tired of sitting around my house.
Guess that's why I've been going out a lot with my friends.
Anyway.
Right now, I'm working on a series.
It's an epic adventure, and it's gonna take a while to get it up and running.
I've had a recent turn in the events of my life and it's kinda hard to think about what to write when I'm basically having a difficult time trying to get over what happened.
So I've asked my Literature 102 professor to help me out with getting back up on writing again.
He gave a few insights, techniques and guidelines and I've managed to get an idea on what to write again.
Will post the first chapter soon.
I'm gonna post either every week or every month.
But every week is too difficult and every month will make me lazy.
Hahahaha.
That's all for now.
Bye!

...

From Pulp Fiction.

Ezeikel 25:17
The path of the righteous man is beset on all sides by the inequities of the selfish and the tyranny of evil men. Blessed is he who in the name of charity and good will shepherd's the weak through the valley of darkness, for he is truly his brother's keeper and the finder of lost children. And I will strike down upon thee with great vengeance and furious anger those who attempt to poison and destroy my brothers. And you will know I am the lord when I lay my vengeance upon thee.

From The Oxford Murders.

Does the perfect crime exist?

For years writers have speculated on this idea... and murderers too. Some even managed to put the idea into practice. Like the case of Howard Greene in London.

Greene was a humble tailor, well considered socially. He kept a diary in which the police found in his own house. In the diary, he analyzed in great detail fourteen ways of murdering of his wife. To whom he professed a deep and secret hatred. Some of the procedures were ridiculous, others brutal. One or two, were really brilliant.

But what Greene understood at once was that the main danger for the criminal was not the possible investigation of the facts in the past... but the problems that might arise in the future. Every alibi contained an element of falsehood which with patience, can be discovered.

His conclusion: was that the only perfect crime that exists, is not the one that is remained unsolved... but the one which is solved with the wrong culprit.

Does he kill her in the end? No. She kills him.

One night she found the diary. She ended up stabbing him with the kitchen scissors. The jury, horrified by the reading of the diary, judged the murder to have been in self defense... and declared her innocent.

How is it the perfect crime?

It was discovered recently that the handwriting in the diary is not Howard Greene’s.

So who wrote it then?

His wife’s lover, a forgerer of works of art.

Call Me Maybe - Carly Rae Jepsen

You know what I hate? 3

FREELOADERS.
People that take advantage of almost everything. When someone shows their gratitude by giving away stuff, you know, food, things, TRUST, KINDNESS and most importantly, PATIENCE. Look, it's okay to receive, I don't care if you give back, but at least have the courtesy not to abuse that I GIVE A LOT. Why is that so hard for you to do, you incompetent prick?

I've been giving a lot of fucks about you. And, now, I'm sick and tired of trying to giving a rat's ass about what you do. First, I gave you my trust. I trusted you not to do one thing. The first time you betrayed my trust, it was okay. I forgave you. You promised you wouldn't do it again. Then you did it again. Wow. My biggest secret. That was a fucking low blow. And you haven't even apologized yet. What a thick-faced asshole you are, sir. When I expect you to apologize, I DON'T WANT IT DONE ON THE INTERNET, NOT IN A HALF-ASSED POST IN FACEBOOK, AND DEFINITELY NOT ONE THAT'S EVEN REMOTELY SINCERE. Second, my kindness. I've been telling you what to do and not to do. I've been showing you that I cared about you. I've been looking out for you. And you don't even fucking care. The dirty jokes in front of the girls, you just can't keep it in your pants, can you? How many times have I told you not to do that? And you even tell me that our group conversations are gonna be "boring" without those jokes. It's disgusting that you think that and it's certainly low that you think intimate jokes are the only things that make our talks even worthy of talking about. Where are your fucking manners? And why has it not been applied, after so many times of telling you. I know I have no right to tell you what to do, but FACE IT, IF YOU DON'T DO THOSE THINGS I TELL YOU, EVERYONE WILL HATE YOU. Third, our patience. That's right, OUR, not just mine. We've tried to keep up with your bullshit. Apparently accepting too too too much bullshit makes us look like fools. We don't like to be made fools of. We're skilled and talented people, we're not a bunch of lowlifes. How dare you make fools of us. It's a disgrace to our name and our dignity. Seriously, what have you done in your life? Have you made a difference in this world? DO YOU EVEN MATTER? Because it surely seems like that all you've ever done is make us hate you more. Think really hard about it. Have you done anything that would make us like you more? Sure. Often times you're kind, generous, cheery. But, that's it? That's as far as your parents have raised you? We've given you a lot of chances. I gave you my last chance 3 mistakes ago. And you haven't changed. Even though you've PROMISED countless times.  LOOK, JUST BECAUSE YOU KNOW THAT I'LL FORGIVE YOU DOESN'T MEAN YOU CAN KEEP GIVING ME FAULTS. If you think promises are meant to be broken, then FUCK YOU. It just shows that you can't be trusted because you have evil within you. Sorry, but right now, every time I hear your name, I'm already expecting bad news. It's not because I've gotten used to hearing bad news about you, but because you yourself, is just bad news. Like a fucking brain tumor.

Sorry, but enough is enough. Although I've much more to say, I'm too busy not giving a fuck about this anymore.

I want this on a shirt.

Poster Wallpaper - Anime

I plan on filling the walls in my room with posters.
Cream Yellow just doesn't look good on me. Lol.
So earlier.
I bought 4 posters down at Comic Alley.

From now on,
I'll post all the posters I buy.
And I'll count.
Ready? Start!

1 - Future Rokudo Mukuro (10 years in the future, he's more awesome)
2 - Killua (I have a mousepad that I got as a gift 10 years ago, and it's the same design as my poster)
3 - Beelzebub Volleyball Team (The one where they play against the 5 Knights)
4 - L (It looks fucking awesome)

Fine.

I admit it.
I'm sad.
I'm jealous.
But I don't think I deserve it.
Not after what I've been going through. :(

If My Friends Were Pokemon...

These guys would be...

Fire - Lava (Hot kasi.) (Boom.)
Water - Joey (Not very effective sa Grass type. OHOHOHO.)
Electric - Patrick (Patrick, Tatik, Static Electricity!)
Grass - Meg (La lang. Nutmeg e. Use MEGa Drain! HAHAHA. Labo.)
Ice - Eunice (HEHEHE. Her nickname.)
Fighting - Dan (First off, hisname is a rank in taekwondo. Plus he does MMA.)
Flying - Michael (Cloud Guardian. HiBIRD)
Bug - Jerica (Super-effective on Dark type. HAHAHA. Nuxxx.)
Rock - Jama (His type of music.)
Ghost - Shera (Mga Fighting type kasi, No effect sa kanya. De joke lang.)
Dragon - Gozar (DRAGON is just another way of spelling GONDAR.)
Dark - Ferds (EHEHEHE. Roflcoptr.)
Steel - Luz (Shuffling Robot. ABS OF STEEL.)

Lol. Was bored.

Wishlist for my birthday.

Stuff.
iPod - Any kind. I just want an mp3 player. :| Nothing less than 16GB though. :>
Dragon Statue - I know, hahaha, weird, 'innit? :))
Roller Blades or Skates - HAHAHA. What.
Divine Comedy by Dante Alighieri - The entire set. Inferno, Purgatorio & Paradiso.
Bookshelf - Seriously. Why don't I have a bookshelf. Jeez.
Weezer Album - I don't care which album. They have 9, but one is enough.
Butterfly Knife - AKA "Balisong". I have a few, but I want a NEW one. :">
Art Of War by Sun Tzu - The book. Want.

Expensive Shit.
Subaru Impreza WRX STi 2011 - Needs to be a  Hatchback.
ES C90 - If you can buy me this, you sir, are a criminal. Provided you are a member of the army.
Piano - C'est trop cher. (French)
Telecaster - And it has to be red. :>
Fender Amp - Can't play without an amp.

But seriously. Those material things don't even compare to the love you give me by even taking the time to read this. :))

And you know, that one girl. HAHAHA.

I'm Not In Love.

You don't hear me talking about how beautiful her smile is.
How it reminds me of the sun lighting up the walls of my room every morning.
You don't know that I think that her hair is cute.
How it falls to the side of her cheek and her left eye makes me want to brush it on the back of her ear.
You don't ever see me staring at her stellar eyes.
How it looks like the pearls of the ocean colored like the sand kissed by the fire and gold of the sunrise.

Who am I kidding.
The title doesn't even make sense.
I am in love.

Manchester Derby.

Manchester City FC 1 - 0 Manchester United FC

:(

Wassup, May?!

It's May.
Oh no.
One more month. D:
Well. Hahaha.
For the month of May,
I wanted to change the music. :>

Wow.
Sure made a lot of posts in April.
Hope I don't run out of things to post this month.
Lol.

MANCHESTER DERBY LATER.
Can't wait.
In the mean time,
I'mma watch Adventure Time.
See ya.

Somebody Told Me - The Killers

Somebody Told Me
The Killers
Hot Fuss

Breaking my back
Just to know your name
Seventeen tracks
And I've had it with this game

I'm breaking my back
Just to know your name
But heaven ain't close
In a place like this

Anything goes
But don't blink you might miss

?Cause heaven ain't close
In a place like this
I said heaven ain't close
In a place like this

Bring it back down
Bring it back down tonight, hoo hoo
Never thought I'd let a rumor
Ruin my moonlight

Well somebody told me
You had a boyfriend
Who looked like a girlfriend
That I had in February of last year

It's not confidential
I've got potential

Ready? Let's roll
Onto something new
Taking its toll
And I'm leaving without you

?Cause heaven ain't close
In a place like this
I said heaven ain't close
In a place like this

Bring it back down
Bring it back down tonight
Never thought I'd let a rumor
Ruin my moonlight

Well somebody told me
You had a boyfriend
Who looked like a girlfriend
That I had in February of last year

It's not confidential
I've got potential
A rushin', a rushin' around

Pace yourself from me
I said maybe, baby please
But I just don't know now
When all I wanna do is try

But somebody told me
You had a boyfriend
Who looked like a girlfriend
That I had in February of last year

It's not confidential
I've got potential
A rushin', a rushin' around

Somebody told me
You had a boyfriend
Who looked like a girlfriend
That I had in February of last year

It's not confidential
I've got potential
A rushin', a rushin' around

Somebody told me
You had a boyfriend
Who looked like a girlfriend
That I had in February of last year

It's not confidential
I've got potential
A rushin', a rushin' around

Rock N' Roll Cover by fracionado

44

&& I fell inlove with the sweetest girl ever. :D
-G♥

43

&& I fell inlove with the clingiest guy ever :')
-A♥

1.

Ask a few of my close friends what "1" means.
Only one person knows the answer.
Only one person deserves the answer.

Leaving Again.

Sup sup.
I know I just got back and shit.
But I'm leaving again, unfortunately.
But I'll be back soon.
Like tomorrow? :))
Hopefully.

It's unclear if I'm going to Subic or Pampanga.
Hahaha.
I just know we'll be staying at a resort.
Hope it's somewhere good.

In the mean time,
Here's a picture of me on my successful attempt to walk on water.

Btdubs,
Someone else might post here.
Hope she does.
Bye guys! :>

Why I may have gotten sick during my trip to Subic.

 Breakfast

 Lunch

Dinner

HEY GOZZY :>

WE ARE SO CUTE :( =)) Heehee. You can delete this if you want =))

Uh, hindi ko alam sasabihin ko :( Gusto ko lang mag-post dito. Hihihi.

Just so you know, you are clingy, funny, weird, cute, and awesome ;) Hahahaha lol.

Please go home na kasi wala akong makausap lagii :( and I miss you, my friend :> :>

Take care, okay? :)

-A ♥

Hi, sorry :>

Hi. I'm sorry I opened your Facebook account accidentally :( I was just curious, that's all. Pero believe me. Wala akong ni-open na kahit ano dun! Ni-log out ko agad, swear :) Heehee. Sorry! ♥
-A ;)

150th.

This is my 150th post.
And it goes to the person I miss so much.

Hey Beautiful!
If you don't minddddd,
I'll post your picture here.
Because you're so so awesome. :>
<----- <3



Anyway, I'm leaving tomorrow...
For vacation...
I think.
HAHA.
I'm not really that sure.

By the way,
Might not post for a few days.
Will post pichuhs soon. :)
Bye-O!

How to get back. 1

FERDS.
ANGRYFERDS.
ANGRYFIRDS.

FIRDINAND.

BIRDINAND.

BERDINAND.

BERNARDINO.

IVAN BERNARDINO.

DINO.

DINOSAUR.

DINOSAURUS.

DINOSAURUS REX.

...

DINOSAURUS.

SAURUS.

SAUR.

GOZAR.
GOZAUR.

GOZAURUS.

GOZAURUS MAXIMUS.

GLUTEOUS MAXIMUS.
GLUTENOUS.
GLUTTONY.
BUTTONY.
BUNNY.
BOUNCY.
BOUNCING

CROUCHING.

CROUCHING TIGER.

HIDDEN DRAGON.

HIDDEN MACHINE.
TIME MACHINE.

TIME TRAVEL.

THYME TRAVEL.

THYME HERBS.

HERBS.
PHINEAS AND HERBS.
PHINEAS AND FERBS.
PHINEAS AND FERDS.

FERDS.

#NowPlaying

CUOMO

SAPORTA

URIE

 STUMP

 RUESS

WAY

LEVINE

Tito Chito.

My Dad and his brother were having a conversation regarding the family outing.
My Uncle was describing how he made the reservations for our trip to Fontana, a resort in Pampanga.
So he was on the phone with the service...

Tito : "Ano ba ang meron kayo available for 5 days?"
Service : "Sir, we have 4 deluxe, 8 suites, 10 villas and 20 rooms."
Tito : "And open ang mga recreational areas nyo dun?"
Service : "Yes Sir."
Tito : "Fine, then we'll take yung... 4 deluxe, yung 8 suites, yung 10 villas, pati narin yung 20 rooms."
Service : "...Sir diba lahat na po yun?"
Tito : "Oo nga."
Service : "Okay po sir."
Tito : *laughs silently*

HAHAHA. Epic.
Will leave in a few days. :))

PANIC! At The Disco - When The Day Met The Night

When The Day Met The Night
PANIC! At The Disco
Pretty. Odd.

When the moon fell in love with the sun
All was golden in the sky
All was golden when the day met the night

When the sun found the moon
She was drinking tea in a garden
Under the green umbrella trees
In the middle of summer

When the moon found the sun
He looked like he was barely hanging on
But her eyes saved his life
In the middle of summer

In the middle of summer
All was golden in the sky
All was golden when the day met the night
Summer
All was golden in the sky
All was golden when the day met the night
Summer, summer, summer
All was golden when the day met the night

So he said, "Would it be all right
If we just sat and talked for a little while
If in exchange for your time
I give you this smile?"

So she said, "That's okay
As long as you can make a promise
Not to break my little heart
and leave me all alone in the summer."

Well he was just hanging around
Then he fell in love
And he didn't know how
But he couldn't get out
Just hanging around
Then he fell in love

In the middle of summer
All was golden in the sky
All was golden when the day met the night
Summer
All was golden in the sky
All was golden when the day met the night
Summer, summer, summer

When the moon fell in love with the sun
All was golden in the sky
All was golden when the day met the night

In The Middle Of Summer.

That there is my tumbler.

That there is my internet.

I fill it with cold water.

I fill it with all kinds of text and images.

Throw in a little mango juice powder.

Throw in a little story.

Add a whole tray of ice.

Add a joke.

And shake it.

And laugh at my nonsense.

That's what keeps me cool in the summer.

That's what keeps me entertained in the summer.

I'm fucking bored.

ADMIT IT.

I can't resist you.
You can't resist me.

FAGGOT.

Deactivating your Facebook can mean three things.

1. You don't want to use Facebook.
2. You don't have to use Facebook.
3. You're just looking for attention.

I don't see that you have any reason why you shouldn't want or have to use Facebook.
So it must be the third reason.
Attention Whore ftw.
And you're not even a girl.
You are so fucking gay.

Computer Beat - Mystery Guitar Man

© Adrian Buan.

Cooking With Skrillex.

I Have Friends In Holy Spaces Chords.

A       C#m                F#             Bm
You remind me of a former love that I once knew
        Dm                         E
And you carry a little speech with you
A            C#m                          F#
We were holding hands walking through the middle of the street
                Bm          Dm                E
It's fine with me, I'm just taking in the scenery

    D              Dm               Amaj7  F#m
You remind me of a few of my famous friends
           B                   Dm          E         
Well, that all depends what you qualify as friends
   D               Dm              Amaj7   F#
You remind me of a few of my famous friends
           B                    Dm         E
Well, that all depends what you qualify as friends

A                       C#m                       F#
Take a chance, take your shoes off, dance in the rain
                  Bm               Dm                  E
And I was flashing around and the news spread all over town
A       C#m                                     F#           
I'm not complaining that it's raining, I'm just saying that I like it a lot
             Bm             Dm                       E
More than you think, if the sun would come out and sing with me

     D             Dm               Amaj7  F#m
You remind me of a few of my famous friends
            B                     Dm       E
Well, that all depends what you qualify as friends
    D              Dm              Amaj7  F#m
You remind me of a few of my famous friends
           B                     Dm         E          A
Well, that all depends what you qualify as friends

Jellybean!

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. =))
I'm back.
I feel better.
And I'm not sad.
I guess all I needed was to actually hear it.
I'm glad I found out.
If not, I'd always be wondering what I did wrong.
I completely understand.
You don't need to worry about anything.
Thanks for telling me. :)

It'll always be you. :)

PANIC! At The Disco - Always

Always
PANIC! At The Disco
Vices & Virtues

When the world gets too heavy
Put it on my back
I'll be your levy
You are taking me apart
Like bad glue
On a get well card

It was always you
Falling for me
Now there's always time
Calling for me
I am the light blinking at the end of the road
Blink back to let me know

I'm a fly that's trapped
In a web
But I'm thinking that
My spider's dead
Oh, lonely, lonely little life
I could kid myself in
Thinking that I'm fine...

It was always you
Falling for me
Now there's always time
Calling for me
I am the light blinking at the end of the road
Blink back to let me know

I'm skin and bone
Just a cane and a rusty throne
Oh, the castle's under siege
But the sign outside says "leave me alone!"

It was always you
Falling for me
Now there's always time
Calling for me
I'm the light blinking at the end of the road
Blink back to let me know
(It was always you)
Blink back to let me know
(It was always you)

Woot.

I'm not sad. I promise. :)

Suspended.

Can't post. Too depressed.

How does Dubstep sound?

Still dancing ridiculously to dubstep. =)) Dance inspiration is the only reason I'm liking dubstep remixes. =))

=)))

Awesome.

WE POLLUTED YOUR MIND WITH 808'S AND 303'S.

HAHAHAHAHA.

AND HFLASKDFAWAAAAAANGRUUUUUUNGJHDALDJ'A.

'S*

Isn't that how dubstep goes?

:))

NAAAAAAAAAH.

BRO.

IT GOES LIKE

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=)))))))))))))))

A.

Why am I so scared.
Nervous like asdf.

Fucking Scared.

Fuck. This can't be happening.
Dammit. I'm so fucking stupid.
Shit. What am I gonna do?

Instagram-ish.

Did it without Instagram. :>

Jervi's "10 Reasons Why Francis Gozar Is Hated".

1. Annoying

2. Immature

3. Bitchy at times

4. Moody

5. Eccentric

6. Selfish
7. No taste in music

8. And in fashion

9. The manner of speaking

10. And the manner of how you deal things

HAHAHA.
Thanks Jervi Lopez!
That was a spontaneous question and you managed to deliver 10 good reasons.
You really hate me.
But you also love me.
Yieee.
HAHAHA.