It's a new year and the holidays really got me thinking about you.
I know it's too late for me to really say anything, but I'm really sorry for messing things up between us, and the worst part? I regret it so much.
I swore I could have done a better job.
You know what? I can't remember a single day spent without me thinking about you and life just sucks knowing that I not even care for me anymore and there's not a thing that I can do about it.
I know I'm a fool to think that you would still have the smallest interest in me, but I just still want to tell you that I'm still in love with you.
I know that it's kinda weird that I'm writing this with us not really being close after what happened, but it's really just too hard for me to move on, even after all this time I spent without you.
I know that it's gay, lame and stupid that I'm writing this, but I really miss you a lot and it kills me every second that I don't have the strength and the confidence to even talk to you anymore, but instead I'm writing this letter full of regret and shame.
I know this isn't going to get me anywhere, but these are just some of the words I want you to see. I really hope you did.
Please don't tell anyone about this.
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